In the Shadow of Love Acknowledging Our Fears
Beloved Girl,
Thank You so much for letting me in.
Yes, there are so many things I wanted to tell you,
but you know all these things but still here is the list.I’m afraid to pour all my heart in.
I’m afraid that I might walk over your personal space,
I’m afraid that my care might feel like boundaries to you,
I’m afraid that on bad days, I’ll expect you to give everything to me,
I’m afraid that I might make you feel like you owe something to me.I’ve not been through a happy-go-lucky life, like most people,
but that’s not something I want to burden you with,I believe, Over the past few years,
I’ve made myself more vulnerable to the people I love,
I have learned to love them from a distance if it’s the right thing to do.
I’m more specific about things I want.I want to be with you, in all the universes out there,
with all my soul, mind, body or even just in the form of energy,
if this is what we all are.I know most people can promise you to be their real selves,
but here I’m promising you to be the safest place for everything you want to hide,
and a heaven of a place when you want to sing out loud.
I swear this to all the new and old Gods of this world.Much Love and Only Yours,
